"We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve"

Mon Jan 25

secrets

1. you are my best friend and i love you. thank you for being in my life. thank you for sticking by my side. and thank you for always being there when i need you. you’ve come a long way, and i’m so proud of you and so happy with you.

2. fuck you. can’t say i didn’t see it coming. always knew you weren’t nice. atleast i no longer have to hear you preach.

3. stop lying to yourself, stop hiding behind others. it’s funny how you can believe someone is one way for so long and then realize that’s not how they are at all.

4. you can do better. you can do so, so much better.

5. thanks for caring so much, even after the 2 1/2 years <3 thanks for asking me how i was post-op, or asking anyone for that matter. thanks for the good wishes. thanks for legitimately hurting me more than anyone ever has in my life. thank you for crushing me after i repeatedly made myself vulnerable to you, and trusted you, and thanks for doing that after you knew how hard it was and still is for me to trust people. thanks for making it harder. thanks for talking to me, and trying to work things out. thanks for giving me the benefit of the doubt. thank you so, so much. you’re not even aware of how much you’ve made me grow.

6. i’m glad i apologized to you. i know we’re not friends, and our friendship has been long gone for almost a year, but i realized how right it was for me to apologize.

7. our relationship has been so on and off for the past six years, but i’m glad we found our way back to eachother. you really are a good friend.

8. thanks for surprising me and actually being one of the nicest people i’ve ever met. your kindness is overwhelmingly comforting, you’re just such a good guy and good friend.