March 2010
4 posts
i am no longer writing on here because i’m not enabling this access to my life anymore. anyone who wants to know anything about me, can find out in real life by being my friend, not by unfollowing me on tumblr and then still coming back to look it.
let me just have my fucking best friend, please. you took so much away from me, she’s the one thing i have left. you can’t take her too.
you’re so cool now that you drink and party everyweekend now.
lolno.
reading things about what my life used to be makes me sad. i’ve realized i don’t really have any real friends, besides my boyfriend (who is coincidentally my best friend) and maybe a few others, which makes me even sadder. i don’t want to be sad though, i’ve been in the most marvelous mood the past few days, i’m not ready for it to end. heres my list of good things:
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February 2010
10 posts
it's so hard to be strong when you really have no...
going to school late today because my dad and i had a fight. he’s the only person who can single handedly make me miserable in a matter of minutes, and make me break down. i’m having a bad morning, which means i will most likely have a bad day. wahh.
I bit the inside of my lip. wahhh
i have nothing to complain about and yet i’m still a whiny irritable bitch. my best friend broke up with her bf and is a mess, my coworker/friend is still suffering from her womanbeater ex fiance and his tyraid, and the woman i regularly babysit fors mom just died. so really my life isn’t bad. also my bf is cute and brings me slurpees and i actually have friends now. idk why i’m...
first awful day in a long, long time.
January 2010
13 posts
there is nothing more upsetting than someone calling you crying because they’re being beaten to a bloody pulp by someone they love. so. fucked. up. and now i can’t sleep.
i guess i don’t write much on here because i don’t want people knowing too much about my life. i’ve realized how beautiful and private my happiness it is. it’s not something i can spread, and telling others doesn’t do much. it’s something i experience and go to bed thanking god for letting me enjoy it. idk it’s funny how you think something is going to...
secrets
1. you are my best friend and i love you. thank you for being in my life. thank you for sticking by my side. and thank you for always being there when i need you. you’ve come a long way, and i’m so proud of you and so happy with you.
2. fuck you. can’t say i didn’t see it coming. always knew you weren’t nice. atleast i no longer have to hear you preach.
3. stop...
If i were a month i’d be June If i were a day of the week, I’d be Wednesday If i were a time of day, I’d be 12 p.m. If i were a planet, I’d be Venus If i were a sea animal, I’d be a starfish If i were a direction, south If i were a piece of furnature, I’d be a loveseat If i were a liquid, I’d be lighter fluid If i were a gemstone, I’d be ruby If i were a tree, I’d be cherryblossom If i were a...
today’s experience was so unlikely and so awful that i would never, ever wish it upon anyone. not even the nastiest person in the world. never. again.
nervous for my surgery tomorrow :(
“I’ve got some problems but we’ve got ten dollars
That’s enough to get us wasted...”
December 2009
4 posts
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night.
So this Christmas season has been comprably as bad as last Christmas season in which my grandma passed away. And although I’ve learned some truths that came harshly, and endured nasty situations, I’ve realized that in my life I have all that I need, and I’m so blessed. I just feel it necessary to reflect on all the good people in my life.
1. My family - Even if not necesarily...
blargh
its christmas time and up until now i was so fucking into it. and now i’m just a depressed mess because one boy decided to like trample me and rip me apart and now i don’t know which direction i’m facing half the time or what’s going on. i think it’s definitely that plus the fact that one week from today marks one year and it sucks that like, my family is falling...
November 2009
5 posts
new time-sucker obsession →
(via denasaur)
nooooooooooooooooo! not you too! justin plays this for hours at my house -_-
“and i can’t believe, babe that YOU’RE my man, and i get to kiss you...”
so, i haven’t written here in forevs, no biggie though. i’m just going to ramble about my weekend i guess. friday was real fun, went to seepz wiff my boii and his boiiz <-lolol and then we went to the mall, drove around in the rain following tim, wound up at kyles house, and were joined by funny people. i thoroughly enjoyed my night, but was over joyed to fall asleep at 930....
inperfectharmony:
i had a pretty good friday night..i was just chillin at tylers with mito and we met up with everyone at kyles (oh sup sarah!)..and then we went to the diner. im excited to see my sisterhood tonight though since it (hasn’t been too long…last weekend…but) has been a week. ANYSCHQWAY i loveeee saturday mornings. sleeping in. coffee. tumblr. music. showers. watching tv that ive...
October 2009
4 posts
what the fuck is going on with my brain lately, and why am i feeling like this? i have no clue.
why can’t i feel anything for anyone other than you?
September 2009
4 posts
“Time together is just never quite enough
When you and I are alone, I’ve...”
– Owl City
all things go, all things go
i haven’t written on here in a while, and i’m stuck sitting in the library through second period, so basically i decided right now was a good time to get on that. my life has been interesting lately, schools been in session all of five days and already my senioritis has kicked in full force. i can’t say that i’m surprised, it’s just annoying that i have 175 days left...
August 2009
4 posts
you and i are done pretending
for a while now things have been really good between justin and i. actually since three days after our ‘break’ began, it ended. we’re good together, we really are. i’ve given myself fully now, and i think that’s what is finally making things click
repair this broken heart
i’m a litte depressed. i’m just genuinely sad. i know there’s reason this time, but i don’t like thinking about it. it makes me nauseaous. justin and i are in a weird place. we are no longer ‘in a relationship’ but we are still together, and he’s taking me on a date next week where he intends to ask me to be his girlfriend (again). he feels like we moved...
pretending the echoes belonged to someone, someone...
shits really fucked up right now. i hope she knows she’s ruining what could’ve gotten better. she’s shredding the little rope that was left. that’s her problem, not mine. however she should now realize why i’m so afraid of letting people get close to me, because the ones who get close really mess me up. i’m messed up, i admit it, okay?
i’m listening to...
you make me wanna lose control.
i haven’t written on here in so long, and so i guess there’s a lot for me to say. or maybe there isn’t? we’ll see how it goes. i watched the degrassi episode last night where jane figures out that she was molested. i’ve never seen that episode before, and it made me really upset. it was the first time i ever let myself cry about what happened. i feel like that was a...
July 2009
6 posts
