"We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve"

i am no longer writing on here because i’m not enabling this access to my life anymore. anyone who wants to know anything about me, can find out in real life by being my friend, not by unfollowing me on tumblr and then still coming back to look it.

let me just have my fucking best friend, please. you took so much away from me, she’s the one thing i have left. you can’t take her too.

you’re so cool now that you drink and party everyweekend now.

lolno.

reading things about what my life used to be makes me sad. i’ve realized i don’t really have any real friends, besides my boyfriend (who is coincidentally my best friend) and maybe a few others, which makes me even sadder. i don’t want to be sad though, i’ve been in the most marvelous mood the past few days, i’m not ready for it to end. heres my list of good things:

• it’s basically almost strawberry season! woo!
• i saw alice, it was terrific
• my boyfriend is really cute. really, really cute.
• he made me the most adorable mixed cd and gave it to me sunday
• he also put $25 worth of gas in my car today just cause he loves me.
• my english teacher loves me, and i’ve never had that before! it’s great because english is my favorite class. i love writing!
• i’m going to bamboozle!
• the. weather.
• i’ve been to the beach the last few days for walking, and although tired, i feel so good!
• half day tomorrow, and then seepz with mah cutie!

it’s so hard to be strong when you really have no one supporting you.

going to school late today because my dad and i had a fight. he’s the only person who can single handedly make me miserable in a matter of minutes, and make me break down. i’m having a bad morning, which means i will most likely have a bad day. wahh.